Seen Or Unseen? Your Conscious Choice!

Facebook gave me a beautiful symbol and metaphor for this now conscious moment. Facebook made my personal page invisible. They did not delete my page they just made my page invisible. They wanted proof of my name.

One day they decided I am Sabrina Brightstar and they made my page visible again. I LOVED getting to experience being unseen - I knew it was an illusion. I knew I still existed. My vibration did not die it just disappeared from Facebook. One had to search in a different plane to find me. Some friends contacted me via email. Some friends did not notice, and some friends thought I had deleted them as friends. It was fascinating to experience the joy of becoming invisible.

The multidimensional self knows she can be seen and unseen at any moment. As a Sovereign Being I can direct my vibration to be visible or invisible. As the vibration of the planet is shifting, this knowing and practice can allow us to create / participate in the reality that is a match to our Now vibration.

Parallel Realities - 2017 Choice Points

We are two month into 2017 and it is becoming easier and easier to see and feel parallel realities.
We are inside the time that was predicted and discussed.  We are no longer waiting for the big shift, it is happening now.

We clearly see how divided the country is.  Fear and disconnection is at an all time high.  
How are you doing?  Have you experienced any wobbling?  Have you found yourself in moments of fear and worry?  

Choice Points - these are moments of intersection.  Cross roads so to speak.  Moments we get to focus on whatever reality we want to vibrate in.  Whatever reality we focus on, we create momentum. The reality becomes bigger and more real.  Momentum is a universal law.

I had a dream where I felt like I got a glimpse of the future.  I am not sure if I was 3 month in the future or 1 year.  The 2 realities were very clear and obvious.  I was inside a reality of simplicity.  An easy reality.  I manifested quickly.  My life was calm, simple and I felt content.  I witness the other reality which was a fear based reality.  I saw the anger, fighting and disconnection.  I did not worry about the other reality.  I observed it from a place of calm neutral observation.  The 2 realities were so easy to identify.  The friends in the other reality thought I was a fake.  They didn't believe me when I shared things from my reality - the easiness and the peacefulness.  They could not see, feel or experience what I was sharing and they assumed I was a fake.  It did not trigger me.  I simply observed it.

I woke up the next day recognizing how deep inside the parallel realities I am already in.  I woke up  with an awareness, it is happening.  It is now.  Prior to the dream, I had found myself wobbling.  I had found myself worrying and fretting about the country and the future.  I had jumped to a fear based reality unconsciously.  My dream gave me the awareness that I control my destinations.  I control the journey.  I have choices.  I have power within to steer my life in the direction I want.

Choice Points - more and more opportunities lay in front of us to decide.  What is your now point of focus?

Empaths - Who Are They? How Do They Help The World? How Can I Support An Empath?

Most sensitive people are over worked and under

appreciated. Empaths have a multidimensional skill set to feel, experience and clear trapped and stuck emotions. 
Over 70% of the emotions they experience on a regular basis - like sadness, anger and loneliness do not belong to them. They experience strong emotions because they have the capacity to feel, honor and transmute emotions - emotions that have been shamed, suppressed and stuck in timelines.

Empaths are powerful humans who incarnated on our 
planet to assist the spiritual evolution of humanity. Usually they do not get the recognition and appreciation that our psychic friends and,channelers receive. 
Empaths often feel their sensitivity is a curse rather than a multidimensional gift.

Let's honor our Empaths and create National Empath Day! 
Thank an Empath today!  

What is Polarity Vibration? What is Spiral Vibration?

What is the difference between a polarity vibration versus a spiral vibration?

First these are terms that are used to describe a state of being.  Two people can physically be in the same location, yet be in different vibration spaces.

A vibration space can include your mental body,  emotional body, energetic body, spiritual body and your physical body.  It is not a specific geographic location on planet Earth.  Therefore, you can have 2 people standing in the exact same location and have 2 different experiences.

Polarity vibration is a space where one labels events, experiences and behaviors from a place of good or bad, right or wrong, good or evil.  This space has opinions and definitions about what situations and experiences mean.  It is a place with a fixed point of view.  It is a logical vibration.  Information is gathered and reported based on physical tangible evidence.  It is a place of order, all things having a beginning and an ending  Things unfold in a linear sequence.  This is a space where comparisons live and people tend to measure against one another.  Hierarchy program in race, economics, education, religion, gender, titles are alive here.  Some call this space 3D or 3rd dimension.

Spiral vibration is a space of unlimited possibilities and multiple realities. This is a space of fluidity.  There are no set points of view.  Definitions are fluid and can change rapidly.  Experiences and events can be observed without a judgment or definition of their meaning.  Information can come in a linear sequence or in a random order.  Time and space are lucid.  Communication and connection to others can happen on a variety of different planes and in a variety of different pathways.  It is a location where one has access to unlimited information and resources.  One can be an individual consciousness, or a collective consciousness or both at the same time.  It is a space that can include both physical and nonphysical experiences.  Some refer to this place as a higher vibrational space, like 5D.  Instead of saying a higher vibration space I like the term wider vibrational space.  It includes everything.  All points of views are honored and validated.

In every moment we have an option to be aware of our now state of Being.  We can be conscious if we are operating from a polarity point of view or a spiral point of view.  Most of us dance in and out of these vibration spaces.  Initially when people become aware of the different vibrations and believe in vibrations, they try to stay inside the spiral vibration.  The spiral vibration feels better as one feels and experiences freedom, joy, ease and acceptance.

The polarity vibration judges as either non existent or as a better, superior location.  From the spiral vibration there is no judgment of where a person chooses to experience their now state of Being.  The spiral vibrations knows the value of experiencing the polarity vibration  As well as, the spiral vibration knows no point of vibration is permanent.  Each moment is a new, now moment to make a choice.

Returning to Oneness

If you wanted to created a reality where Beings did not feel / know their connection to each other - to create a reality where Beings felt separate from each other....how would you achieve the goal? One intelligent design was to bring in the concept / experience of "Judgment". Judgement is a powerful tool to create feelings of separation. The most successful way to use the tool of "judgement" - would be "judgment" toward Self.

We not only 'judge" others we also "judge" our emotional body. We like, accept and celebrate certain emotions..like happiness, joy and fun. However, the emotions like anger, sadness, depression are considered "bad" emotions. Many of our human emotions are "judged". By judging aspects of our emotional body and our soul's experience - it keeps us separated from recalling we are ONE. The orchestrated program was a Huge Success!!

As we are re-turning to our knowing we are all in connection to each other - we are beginning to value all the pieces of others and Self.. We are understanding all pieces of the puzzle make up the whole. When we hold space for our inner conscious Knowing we are One - we help dissolve the program of "judgement". Each piece (aspects of self) is valuable. No piece (no soul) is more important or superior. It takes all of the pieces to create the Whole image.

Multidimensional Abilities

Dream Time - December 2016

A small group of us - intentionally were planning our Death - we consciously made choice to die ( we were not sick - but we wanted to explore the process of Death).We knew once we were getting closer to the date we would transitioned our multidimensional abilities became stronger.
 One of the woman ( the one we considered *advanced) was beginning to be able to instantly manifest. She could pull physical objects into this reality (imagine the old tv show Bewitched - she would twinkle her nose and instantly create a physical manifestation). 

 I wanted this ability - but I felt nervous I could not do it. I tried. I failed. I decided to quit. The woman who was able to do it came over to me and told me to 'keep trying - you are so close". She could see in her multiD vision - I was pulling objects toward this reality - but they were not quite popping into this realm.
 I used her encouragement and support to try again.
"Focus" she told me as I getting ready to try again.
I really focused - laser beam focus and wa-laa. I instantly succeeded in creating a physical manifestation!! I was over joyed and I knew once I opened this template the first time - each time after would be easier and easier.

The dream meaning shows me how many skills and skill-sets are laying dormant inside of us. Once we see someone access a multiD ability - it gives us the courage to try to access it. The dream also taught me the value and importance of being with others for support and encouragement.

The information from this video also came in December 2016

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=F8mv1l4b1aU

Multidimensional Class

Would you like to connect on a deeper level with your multidimensional self?

Would you like to accelerate and speed up evolution process?

Would you like to access your multidimensional abilities?

Do you feel hungry and ready for more?

Enjoy this 6 week multdimensional class!  There is no required price for this class.  I believe in law of mutual benefit or equal exchange.  Exchange may or may not be about dollar exchange.  Energy exchange shows up in multiple ways.
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New & Unknown

11/23/14

Feeling inspired to original connections.

I have been not interested in trying to contact or forcing a connection.  I have been off the grid so to speak.  I feel like connection or rather trying to connect is not authentic.  Meaning it is not for me.  I am so into the Now.  I am so into New.  I am so into......whatever wants to show us.

I am  into new templates or new pathways  I am uncertain how or what that means. Today in my connection I felt the new and unknown.  I heard, "erase all the definitions.".  Let go of any beliefs. Allow a clear canvas.  No meaning, no assumptions. Let go of all the stories and sit with a blank canvas.  Allow a clear, unknown, platform.

No answers at this now moment.  Allowing new or unknown to present itself.

Blue Ray

As I intentionally connect to the whole of myself, and I am instantly surrounded by females.  Some would call this The Mother consciousness.  This consciousness includes  The Mary energy, the Magdalene energy, Isis energy, the 7 Pleiadian sister energy and much more.   This is a collective or group consciousness.

Aspects of this group energy has intentionally dense down and appeared to be a solo energy.  Mother Mary for example, appeared to be one solo female who incarnated on planet Earth.  Even though, she could appear as an individual, she never released or removed the collective Female energy.  We have multiple examples of individual women who have incarnated on this planet.  Many of us carry this Female Collective energy.

I see this Female Consciousness as a color, blue.  To me this color feels so alive, nurturing and safe.  I feel this blue color, which I want to call, Blue Ray, is pulsing.  This Blue Ray consciousness is just as real to me, as a human body or animal body.  As odd as it sounds, the color feels even more real to me, than an incarnated body.  Somehow, it is so easy for me to connect and surround myself in this Blue Ray.

Naturally this Blue Ray consciousness surrounds me, like a cocoon.  I feel like a baby swaddled in a blanket. This Blue frequencies spreads far out, the Blue Energy extends way way way past my point of connection.  It extends so far, I can not see where it stops.  Like an ocean that appears to go forever.

I am reminded of a friend who was excited about the Blue Rays years ago.  At that time, I was not able to feel this specific frequency, it felt just like another term or title in the new age community.
Today this Blue Ray frequency is coming in loud and clear.  The more I interact and participate in this group connection, the more "real" she/we are.  I feel like I have permanent buddies with me everywhere I go.  I am never alone.  There is this constant stream of connection to this aspect of my Soul.  This group feels even better than family.  Oh, let me rephrase that.  My old pattern of understanding family had conditions.  This connection feels different, as there are no conditions. I am accepted, whole, honored and adored.  Period.  I do nothing to earn it, I am not judged.  I have nothing to do.  I just Am!

How To Remove The Veils

Imagine a nurturing space to unravel the mysticism of being multidimensional.  
Imagine one on one conversations to help you digest and understand layers of your multidimensional self.
Imagine a safe place to explore the unknown, while you staying balanced and grounded.

We each have our own specific processes on how we will individually remove the veils of separation.  Your stories and experiences may have some similarities to others, but NO ONE will have your exact journey.  Learn to go with in, develop trust and confidence in your multidimensional self and your abilities to connect with the Whole Of YOU.  Each one of us, is our own guru, our own master, and  our own masterpiece.  Removing the veils happens naturally when we consciously decide and are ready. In 3D it is easy to say, "I am ready!", but then feel fear when new and unexpected aspects show up. Your Multi D Self has no intention of frying your circuits and forcing you to face fear programs.  Your other aspects check in with you (some call these *tests) to see if you are authentically ready.  As you prepare, feel more comfortable and develop more trust, more insights, downloads, memories, Knowings return.  


At this time, we can experience an accelerated speed of lifting the veils and accessing more of our personal Truth.  One way we can experience greater clarity is making the decision to consciously connect on a regular basis.  Creating buddy groups to share and explore with others is a powerful tool to remove your veils.


These are two powerful tools I used to help myself when I made my multidimensional connection in 2010.  Over the years, I discovered through experience how to remove the veils and gain trust in my Multi D Self.  I have a kind of flow & ease at which I can assimilate and communicate multidimensional perceptional information into this time and space reality.  I am a translator/ orator/ communicator/ activator.  

What is Multidimensional Pairing?


Each one of us has multiple aspects of Self.  When we look at broad big picture, we know we are all connected as One.  Yet when we break that down and start to individually connect to different aspects of self, it often feels confusing.  I specialize is pairing you with YOU!  I help connect or bridge you back together with many streams of your self.  For example you have aspects of your star race self, you have aspects of your color ray self, you have aspects of your angelic self, you have aspects of your fairy self, you have aspects of your gemstone self, etc.  


As many people start to reconnect to their multidimensional nature, it is common to have one aspect come in strong.  For example, you might be feeling a strong desire to connect with the Pleiadians, or you might be feeling a strong pull toward an animal totem, or a  sound frequency.  I will intentionally help bridge or pair you with the aspects of yourself that are calling you forward.


This four  week package allow us to start to unravel your multidimensional self.  Our multidimensional nature is layered, spiral and happens simultaneously  The first layer might be a star nation, the next layer might be  geographical locations/portals, while a simultaneously layer of the light language might flow in.  This is the nature of how we unveil our self to Self.  This package of support helps provide a solid foundation to unravel, while maintaining balance.  


Each session is unique.  It might be time for an activation, or integration.  Perhaps it is a time for conscious projection, or a meet a Light Being.  Living in the NOW energies, we allow freedom for the variety of our multidimensional expressions to show up.  We each have our own unique unveiling process.

How Does Multi D Pairing Program Work?

This is a 4 week program.  Each day you will intentionally connect with your multidimensional self ( If not sure how to do that, that will be discussed during the first one on one sessions.)  You make an agreement or commitment with your Self to intentionally show up daily for 4 weeks.  You will record or track your experiences daily.  This can be done through music, poetry, recordings, art, writings, etc.  Together we can customize your own connection processes.  I ask for a update at least 3 times a week, however you can update me daily via email.  You will discover the speed of your connection to self increases when you record it and when it is witnessed by someone.  Once a week we will have a one on one conversation.  These sessions can go anywhere from one hour up to two hours.  


Before programs starts you will create some basic intentions for your 4 week project. During our one on one sessions we will see where the energy is at that now moment.  We will discover a variety of experiences.  It might be useful for you to sing to release and move energy.  It might be useful to share stories to exchange key codes.  It might be useful to intentionally travel to a multidimensional location or connect with a specific consciousness that has messages for you.  We might use tuning forks or singing bowls to break up stagnate blocks of energy.  We have so many tools to help us connect with self.  No two people have same journey of removing their veils.  When we start to access our multidimensional self, we remember we trust in the Now and allow the Unknown to Unfold.  Multidimensional living is much different than linear 3D living/thinking. 


The cost for this package is $880.00 (paid in full or $220.00 weekly payments option)


Are We A Match?
Not all people are now matches.  Our Multi D Self understands vibration matches are Key.  If the time is wrong or the now energy is not a match, we pause or wait.  We do not force connections.  
If you think you might be a match for this conscious program, please email  me what you are looking for or why you want multidimensional pairing.  I will contact you.  We can arrange to communicate, by email or telephone/skype.  After our meeting I like to sleep on it and see how we both feel.  If it is a yes / yes match, then we will begin and customize our connection time. 


Please email me here
allowing99@aol.com

Returning Home ~ Pleiadian Home, One of My Many Multidimensional Homes

October 2012, I went to Christine Day "Pleiadian Workshop" ~ it was my 4th workshop and I found myself super annoyed.  I was frustrated.  Christine Day had morphed from an alpha type female who was forceful, brass and did little talking, to this really nice, kind and patient woman.  What the hell happened I wondered, and why in the world is she going so slow and spending so much time communicating?

In the past, the Pleiadian workshop were not about conversation and explanation, they were experiential. Christine had limited words and fierce energy if the *boundaries were violated.  I know some people cried, and felt she lacked sympathy.  I personally liked it.  I like the direct, to the point, get in and have your own individual experience.

Turns out over the current year, she had another layer of her connection with the Lemurians, and she removed more blocks and got in touch with her deeper emotions, therefore she was able to access more of her supportive/nurturing energy.  I like the bold, brass Christine better.  I loved it that she didn't hold hands and sooth people, I loved it that we went and got our information individually.  It was refreshing being with a person so on point.

I went home after this first day, of 3 days workshop and asked my multidimensional self.  What Happened? Why am I so angry with her new kindness?  Why I am so angry with these new processes that are now Slow?

The answer I was given was a vision.  Imagine this: you are born into a family, they are your birth family, your blood family......yet for whatever reason you are given away as a baby to live abroad.  You are to live with another family.  They raise you, they influence you, they teach you, they love you.....they are all you know.  Now imagine as an adult returning to your birth family.  How do you act?  How do you show up?

I saw an image of myself at my birth parents home.  I knocked on the door.  I acted proper and professional.  I acted like a stranger or a new visitor.  I did not feel at home.  I did not act "as if" this home was mine.

Then I was shown an image of me, this human me, raised by my birth parents.  I saw me at their front door.  What do I do?  How do I act?  I do not ring the bell, I do not knock on the door.  I walk in.  I act as if their house is  my house.  I feel their house is my house.  I throw my coat wherever I want.  I go and find my mom and tell her I am home.  I act comfortable, because I am.

I do not require any proper etiquette.  I do not need extra time to feel that I belong or safe.  I already am.

My visions showed me, the truth.  I feel at home with my birth family, so I act at home.  My multidimensional family....at first I felt like a stranger or foreigner, so I needed all those processes to feel comfortable.  Even though we are at home, some of us, are just coming home for the first time, in a long time.  So our family members need time to process, access and acclimate.

I was shown, that is what was happening at the Christine Day workshop.  I had already gone home.  I did not require this kind, hand holding any more.  I wanted to get into the deeper aspects of family right away, because I was able to, I was ready, I had already acclimated.  The new Christine was more sensitive and aware of the new ones returning home.  Everyone has an equal right to be home, but the new ones remembering this home need support to acclimate.

Home: ~ what is Home?  Over the past year home seems to keep changing.  The more I acclimate and feel connected to home, the more *normal home is.  The more I feel an easier/simpler connection myself and my multidimensional family.  I seem to have lost my memories of being sent abroad.  It is harder to recall the coming home for first time now.  My multidimensional aspects are so normal now, it seems like a dream when I thought I was separated.

Pleiadian Mothers

Spring Equinox 2013, I felt called to go to a group event.  Now, days before the Fall Equinox more information is coming in.  It ties pieces of the puzzle together.  The current information that is landing is about the "Pleiadian Mothers" First let me share, what was presented to me March 21, 2013.  This is what I posted about it on my facebook page ~ March 21, 2013

"Last night, I went to a equinox party. While at the event, I wasn't feeling a desire to get into the guided meditation, so I sat and observed. I wondered why I felt a strong pull to attend this event, as once I was there, I felt no pull to participate. About 30 minutes in, the facilitator said a word, that instantly triggered me into a dimension. She said word, Earth Mother ~ I instantly saw and felt the 13 Grandmothers (they are not old in appearance, like we visualize 3D grandmothers). The 13 Grandmothers called them selves, Earth Mothers. I saw how our planet Earth is made up of the 13 Earth Mothers. I never saw the Earth as more than 1 Being before. She is a collective of Mothers. Then I saw how Every planet has Planet Mothers, like Jupiter, Venus, Mars, Saturn etc. Then I saw the Galactic Mothers. Their energy was outer circle of Planet Mothers. Then I saw Cosmic Mothers, again their energy looped another outer circle. Then I saw the Universal Mothers. Again, another circle. I could see inner and outer energy lines connecting all the Fields. I could feel, even though the other dimensions do not play in polarity ~ because of the invisible energy connections, there is still a small sense of effect on the Whole Mothers Bodies. As Earth Mothers birth out of old game, it lightens the entire Galactic, Cosmic and Universal Mothers Bodies. I saw a vision of the Mothers inside a crystal.  At that exact moment, I opened my eyes and in front of me on a table was the vertical rectangle that I had seen the night before in the middle of night. The exact image was sitting inside this huge crystal sitting in middle of room at party. That energy Being had zapped into my body, the night before in my dreamtime.  That  Frequency jolted me into an electrical current. I knew in that instant ~ the journey I was experiencing was explaining to me how I got connected or linked up with Universal Mothers during night time, hours before this equinox party."

The past few weeks I have been strongly connected to my Pleiadian aspects.  Usually different connections come and go, but this Pleiadian connection is consistently in my Field.  I have been curious, as it is unusual for me to stay with same frequencies for weeks.  

About a month or so ago, I had a strange vision/knowing.  I saw 3 mothers celebrating.  It was my mom, and the mothers of two females I know.  In this reality, our mothers do not know each other.  They live in different states, and have never even met each other.  In my vision, our mom's are like best friends or sisters.  They were having a tea like party celebrating us 3 daughters.  They were watching us, from a different dimension, full of joy as they witnessed us.  We are their legacy.  I found the vision extremely unusual to say the least.  My mom is alive in this reality.  One of the other friend's mom is also alive in a human body.  My other friend, her mom hopped over to a different form (transitioned).  Even though my mom is here in a human body, I started accessing her multidimensional self.  It is a little strange connecting to your mother's multidimensional self, when her physical 3D self is pretending not to be conscious.

9/11/13 the three of us females got together.  I requested a connection with the two of them as I was curious what is going on with our mom's?  Both females are conscious.  They were willing to connect, play and explore. One thing all 3 of us females have in common is passion for sound and vibration.  We all share the love of going beyond words and feeling the Now Energies.  Our connection together felt like a "welcoming home" gathering.

Sounds, tones and abstract language came in.  The dolphins came in. Fruit (watermelon, banana and orange) celebrated with us.  Isis appeared.  It felt like we opened a new pathway or new template.  It was not lost on us, that we randomly got together on 9/11.  Coincidences speak loud and clear.

Later, I was telling a different a friend about this strange experience of our mother's connecting in this other realm. My friend picked up an insight.  She tapped into our mother are Pleiadian Mothers.  Something about this hit, felt spot on.  I checked in with myself today and got another vision of the Planetary Mothers, just like I did on Spring Equinox.   I know Pleiades is a Star, but for this sharing, it feels more accurate to call her a Planet.  I was shown Pleiades and the 13 Mothers.  The Collective Mothers, who birthed Pleiades and maintain her.  I saw Pleiades in many different timelines, many dimensions and full of variety ~ like we have seen on Planet Earth.  I could feel the Pleiadian Mothers Collective Frequencies.  This is the same frequency that has been consistently in my Field for weeks.

I was shown, an Earth Mother.  An Earth Mother is very in tune and aware of her children.  Her intuition allows her to see/feel/know things about her children, often before the child is even aware or able to understand it.  I was able to understand on a new level, the shifts in my Field are because I am holding this Mother Stream of Consciousness 24/7 now.  The night before Spring Equinox, I received the Universal Mother Connection Link Up.  I understood it in my mind, but now I am experiencing the connection in my body.  My human body is braided with my Pleiadian Mother Self.  

The Pleiadian Mother's Collective Consciousness is celebrating a new layer of connection with her human legacy.  The Mother's are coming in stronger now, because our human consciousness can hold this next level of connection.  

She talks to us with sounds and images first, as her materialize appearance might overwhelm some. Just like some words confuse or disturb energy.  It is better to feel her, acclimate to her vibration. When I label her "she" ~ I am referring to her collective consciousness.  This consciousness is not gender related.  You can have a male physical human body, and still be accessing your Pleiadian Mother aspect.

I sense many of us are accessing this aspect of our multidimensional self now.  The connections will be multiplying after the Fall Equinox.  RSVP for the huge "Welcome Home" gatherings.  (smile).

Mastering Remote Viewing

When I close my eyes at night, I see behind my closed eyelids. Some nights it is in great details and the visions continue until I fall asleep.  It is sort of like, instead of someone reading me a bed night story, I see a picture story, until I fall asleep.

The visions move quickly.  They change and morph rapidly.  They appear to have no logical unfolding, as it all seems like random visuals.

Some times, I am awoken in middle of night, so I am conscious during the visual 3rd eye movie.  

Last night was one of those nights.  I was watching and seeing all these different type faces and eyes.  Some of the faces belong to what we would label aliens, and appear very unattractive.  They are only labeled unattractive in human perspective, because they are different or foreign.  Some of the images are eyes only.  I have understood these Beings, that I witness watching me, are aspects of myself.  I come in a variety of different outside bodies/containers.

Last night, while conscious in my visual viewing state, I started understanding, I am playing the role of passenger on this ride. Like I am in the passenger seat in a car, being taken to wherever the driver wants to go.  I was realizing, now that I am familiar with this process of seeing (remote viewing), it is now time for me to start directing. It is time to hop over to driver's seat and direct this visual movie.

I was able to direct my focus and see images of where I had sent my movie screen radar.  I found I lost it quickly, and I would return back to passenger seat.  I would try again to be the director and choose my destination.
It would work for a few seconds, then I would get kicked out again. I was not frustrated.  I understood my remote viewing skills are weak now.  Meaning, I have not intentionally used them in my physical incarnation, so I require practice.

I love how, there is no trying hard to recapture multidimensional abilities.  Things simply unfold at right time, and new awareness / understanding come in.  I know there is no rush, to force myself to master this ability, as time is an illusion.  I now have new methods/techniques to play and explore with.  It is always full of adventure, expansion and fun.

Metatron = Beyond + Matrix

Do you feel a connection to Metatron, many people have asked me?  No, I answer.

Something about the energy of  Metatron does not appeal to me. People have told me, they can feel my connection with Metatron energies, and I always dismiss it, as I do not feel any connection.
If anything I feel a dislike to the idea.

August 30th I reunited with a member of one of my soul families, Karen Doonan.  We had a powerful, expansive and encoded conversation.  She was another person, who brought up Metatron and Metatron Golden Cube to me.  I sat with the frequency to see if I could feel or witness anything?  I saw no images, I heard no dialog or message.  Then, something happened.  The air changed.  The air became very, very, very thin.  Hard to explain with language.  The air was so thin, but instead of being hard to breath, it became super easy to breath.  I was receiving so much oxygen in each breath.  The air was so pure.  I received so much bliss from the air.  I have never had an experience like this with air before. 

Next day, I see on facebook a post from Bill Ballard about Lord Metatron.  Again, I want to turn away from it, as I still have these negative association with Metatron energies.  Somehow, I know I am suppose to watch it.  The video is mind blowing.  I can not even begin to describe it.  It is meant to be watched, as it is a major activation video.  Instead of traveling around the world to get an activation, all you have to do  is watch this video for free, in the comfort of your home.  It is totally encoded and full of packets that release codes.

I feel my energy changing/shifting, yet, I still feel a negativity with word Metatron.  I intentionally tried to connect with Metatron frequencies.  Nothing.  I felt flat.  I looked at visual images of Metatron on google, to see if I could access anything.  The photos of a man/angel made me want to vomit.  I was strongly triggered in negative way.

I can feel my filters are preventing me from connecting to the energy, but I can not shift my yucky feelings to these images.  I try and connect again.  This time, I receive a telepathic message.  Look up the word Metatron.  Look up the meaning of word, the definition of the word, this will shift you.

When I looked up the word Metatron, I about fell over.  Metatron is a Greek word.  
It means Beyond + Matrix.  The crazy thing about this is, I am huge lover of busting out of programs/beliefs/matrix.  My conversation with Karen, we discussed our Soul Family ~ Beings Before & Beyond Time.  
Now I am Excited.  Now I feel the connection to this frequency.  I understand, the reason I had strong negative reaction to images of Metatron is because I was picking up on the false distortion of projected worship. Some humans put Metatron on pedestal and participate in hierarchy program.  That distorted program makes me want to vomit.

Metatron is Creator consciousness.  August 24, 2013 Creator Energy landed in my field.  I understood on a new level the meaning of Being a Creator Goddess.  I wrote about and made video about it August 25, 2013.

We each have our own unique energy that we can morph (alchemy).  We are all alchemists.  When we call on our Metatron energy or consciousness, it helps us create our own personal transformation, magic and creations.  It is not a Being outside of us, or a Being that was created to be worshiped.  It is an aspect of us. We can all access and embody Beyond The Matrix aka Metatron.

Bill Ballard's activation with Metatron.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UCCnpxhscSg

Karen Doonan work:  This is the piece she channeled, that lead me to my reunion with her.
Karen Doonan ~ Truth Codes

August 25, 2103 ~ I Am Creator Goddess video

Waterfall Of Connection

August 25th, 2013 turned out to be a significant day for me.  I had council meeting memory from dream time.  I awoke with deeper understandings of creator energies.  I feel inspired to allow and release my creative expressions.

Today, I sense I am a delicious flavor dessert.  I feel like a layered hot fudge, strawberry layered cake.  I am able to go to separate flavor while at same time, taste the blending of all the flavors.  My heart is actually tasting these incredible flavors.  I taste Yummy!  Today tastes Yummy!

I am being shown an image of a beautiful, powerful yet calm waterfall.  The water has so much force and momentum it is a powerful Being.  At same time, it is has a rhythmic calming and soothing Being.  It reflects all aspects of Self.  Balance.

The waterfall gives evidence of all the support surrounding me.  I am standing under the waterfall.  I am looking at waterfall.  I am able to see and feel the waterfall from different perspectives.  I am feeling and experiencing all the support and fluidity of the waterfall.  The water current charges me and allows me easy access to my multidimensional self.  Waterfall is wonderful visual to instantly access me to my whole self.

I Am A Creator Goddess

I am a Creator Goddess.  I access my Creator frequencies by creating.  There are many ways to express our creativity, writing, building, cooking, singing, drawing, performing, designing, etc.
When I allow my creative juices to flow, it lines me up with my natural state of Being.  I am a Creator and I create.

One of the distorted behaviors that has happened to me, is stopping the flow of creativity.  I would create, enjoy the creation, then stop. In my limited understanding, I thought I was done.  I didn't have ability to recognize my soul always creates. Today, I understand I can never stop creating.  I am always expanding and contracting. Now, I understand when I want to pause, I am still in movement.  I can intentionally create small subtle movement, while maintaining awareness I am still in the flow of creativity.

In my connection to my multidimensional self, I was shown breathing.  I do not breath enough one day, and stop breathing for a day or two.  I was shown eating.  I do not receive enough nutrition from food, to stop eating for a month or two. The two illustrations, helped me understand there is always movement.

When I stopped creating, I slowed down my access to myself.  I am not saying I need to work on  creative projects 24/7.  I am saying, I now understand my soul is a creator.  I am always plugged into creative energies.  When I allow the creative juices to flow from me, I am intentionally expanding my multidimensional templates.  

I am not suggesting hard work, or "should do", as I am a knower of freedom.  I am realizing my multidimensional self benefits when I intentionally allow my natural state to be expressed.  
I might want to intentionally create for 3 minutes, allowing my mind to think and explore new thoughts.  I want to allow outlets and pathways for my creator energy to be expressed.  It might be a few minutes a day, or I might be inspired to be in a project that takes hours.  Creative energy is joyful with no attachments to outcome.

Allowing the creative frequencies to be expressed without judgments is best way to stay connected to pure source.  If an aspect of my multidimensional self wants to express herself, yet my human aspects judges it, I create a disconnect.  I can be gentle with myself, if I have had a pattern or program of self judgment.  I can intentionally request support.  I can request my multidimensional aspects assist me in allowing the creator expressions to flow, without fear of criticism from myself or others.

It is fun to play and allow new energies to be seen, felt and witnessed.  Intentionally allow Creator frequencies to be expressed.  Grab a color and let go.  Hop in the kitchen and explore ingredients and flavors.  Sing a new melody.  Dance a random pattern.

I am a Creator Goddess, I was born to create, be creative, and explore creation.

I Am A Pleiadian

I am a multidimensional being.  I have conscious connection to many aspects of self.  
Today I want to share about my Pleiadian aspect. I am a Pleiadian.  I am aslo, a Pleiadian spokesperson.


What can I share about my culture?  The first and most simple piece of information to pass along, is the nature of my essence is playful.  Play is highly important and extremely valued. When I embody playful energy, it opens channels for cosmic mind understanding and knowing.

Play is opposite of trying hard.  Trying hard energy blocks inside channels.  Imagine a tunnel, and if that tunnel has chunks of rocks lodged inside, the inner movement will be stifled.   Inner connection still happens, but at a slower, less powerful manner.

One of the reasons our frequency is so fluid is because of the carefree playful nature.  Even though I am strongly grounded, I do not lock myself into experiences.  My cords of entanglement to people, locations and situations are like bouncy, flexible cords.  

I can feel and express love quickly.  Falling in love, can happen in a nanosecond.  Love at first vibration, at first sight or at first touch is common.  Loving this intensely and easily is judged on planet Earth, some of my incarnated family members have intentionally suppressed this aspect of them self.

Flirting is another natural aspect of my culture.  Affection, touching, eye gazing are very important in our connection.  It is our natural way of being.  Sexuality is not shamed.  On planet Earth they say men have sexual thoughts often, well let me tell you, so do Pleiadians.  
I are not carefree in sexuality.  Sex has important meaning and connection.  I do not judge myself for being a sexual beings, I know it is natural. We are fantastic communicators.  There are no hurt feelings, rejection or manipulation with sexual expression and relationships.

I appear to be simple and I am often underestimated on planet Earth.  This does not offend me, as I have knowing simplicity is evidence of powerful connection to self. 
Authentic self love is one of the most important aspects of being Pleiadian.  We are taught to master self love., Our behavior to self and others is the way we measure our self love.  It is easy to love self, when we are surrounded by others who lead by example.

I am a fantastic friend and mother.  I feel easily, I love with an open heart and I know the value of listening.  I naturally accept the nature of others.  I do not need others to change in order for me to feel my value and self importance.  Being open minded and accepting is the way of our collective.

I am naturally curious and wonder many things.  I find delight in human behavior.  I like to understand how people think and process.  It fascinates me.  
Pleiadians are extremely creative.  We excel in the performance arts like: writing, music, storytelling, dance, teaching, singing, painting etc.

Being Free is one of the most important feelings for me.  I require freedom.  I do not like to be told what to do, or follow programs, rules and regulations.  I have natural knowing, I am free.

One of the most important reasons I incarnated on the planet, is to lead by example. 
Allow people to see my authentic self.  To be an example of someone who blocked their inner connection and did not experience self love. Learning to fall in love with myself is the most important thing I have done in this incarnation. I am a real, raw, original, and unique cosmic frequency.  I am comfortable claiming my multidimensional self.

Multidimensional Walk In

I am a Pleiadian.  I am a Black Cat.  I am a Blue Sapphire. I am a Hybrid. I am an Emerald Green Color Frequency.  I am a Sound.  I am a Star. I am a Spice. 

I am an Abstract Being.  I understand and can digest the wholeness of my soul.  In the beginning, my separated aspect was not able to comprehend my diversity and multi faceted self.  At first, I was thrilled when I discovered my off planet connection, then I got excited when I discovered my gemstone connection, then I was over the top thrilled when I understood I am a hybrid.  One by one, I kept reuniting with aspects of myself.  I jumped and played in one container and then another.

It finally landed in my mental mind, I am a Multidimensional Being who is connected to all.  Experiences are stepping stones, helping me embody my truth.  I had to experience the connection.  My mental body could not hold the information, without my physical body and energetic body experiencing the connection.  Experience by experience, story by story, I Walked Into myself.  Yes, I am a Walk In.  Some one outside of me did not Walk Into Me.  I took my Human Incarnated Self and Walked Into my Multidimensional Self, one story (experience) at a time.

When I embodied my truth, it allowed me to be balanced and anchored.  No one can cause me doubt or confusion.  No one can push me off of my truth.  Being Multidimensional is an inside experience and awareness.  Friends (seen and unseen) assist and support me along my journey.  My journey never ends, it is the story that goes on and on. Expansion, growth and awareness is my infinity symbol.  Yes, I am a symbol too.

Shame On You For Being Human

My 16 year old daughter wrote this essay for school ~ it is beyond amazing.  Her depth and insights impress me the the core of my being.

How bizarre it would be to shame someone for doing something as natural as eating, sleeping, or even breathing. Yet people still do it, and one of its most common forms is slut shaming. Slut shaming is a verbal or physical attack on someone who is presumed to be sexually active in some way. Slut shaming is wrong and must be stopped.

The first of many reasons that slut shaming must be stopped is because it is a major part of sexism. While many males experience problems with slut shaming it is the women that take the brunt of these attacks. In our society as well as many others men are seen as creatures who are innately sexual. If a man is sexually promiscuous the repercussions are usually mild or may not exist at all. In fact it is possible that the male's sexual escapades will be celebrated or he will be praised for them. Women on the other hand are not seen an innately sexual, but rather something to be sexualized. They must look sexually appealing but remain virginal until some formal institution like marriage. If a woman defies this expectation she is often assaulted. Most commonly these assaults are verbal insults, but less commonly these assaults are physical. Sexual harassment and even rape can occur as the result of the 'she's a slut, she doesn't mind' mentality. Slut shaming reinforces the misogynistic attitude that men and women are not equal and should not be treated as such specifically in regards to sexual activity.

Slut shaming also acts as an enforcer of rape culture. When someone, women in particular, reports their rape they are often accused of being sluts and are told that they deserved it. A prime example of these attitudes were the comments surrounding the recent Steubenville rape case. The victim has faced incredible scrutiny for 'allowing' herself to be raped. Slut shaming discredits victims of rape by saying that the victim deserved it because they are either sexually promiscuous, wore alluring clothing, or were acting in such a way that beckoned the rapist. Slut shaming does not only cause a problem for victims who report their rape, it is also the reason that many rapes go unreported. Depending on the location and source the number of unreported rapes is thought to range from sixty to ninety percent. Some of the main reasons rapes aren't reported are that the victim is afraid they will get in trouble, be suspect to public scrutiny, or that they won't be believed. In Canada (1993) roughly fifty percent of rape victims who didn't file a report refrained from doing so because they believed the police would not believe them. If a person is thought of as a slut then it is often assumed that they can not or will not say no to sex.

The absolute number one reason slut shaming must be stopped is that its only purpose is to dehumanize people. Calling a man or a woman a whore is no different than telling them that their natural instinct be open to sexuality somehow makes them less than human. Sex is a natural part of life for much of life on the planet, it is societal aversion to the natural that is unnatural. Negative words and actions about someone's sexual choices can easily negatively affect their self-esteem. Whether one agrees with the lifestyle choices of another or not it is necessary for us to understand that every person deserves to be treated as a human being. To disagree with the choices of another is perfectly acceptable, but to try and dehumanize another is not.

In conclusion slut shaming is a problem that has far reaching consequences. Slut shaming can and has resulted in sexist thought, sexual harassment, rape, rape victim blaming, depression, suicide, and lowered self-esteem among other things. Through open mindedness and respect for fellow humans slut shaming can be stopped. This is not a problem that is beyond human control unlike earthquakes and plagues. Slut shaming was created by humans and can be stopped by us as well.

Remote Viewing Into My hybrid's Child World

4/13/13 ~ Most intense multidimensional experience to date.  

I came home late, around 2 am.  I noticed, I was seeing cloud/fog like matter around me when I got home.  Something was different.
When I turn off lights to go to sleep, my room is pitch black.  Tonight, there were dim glowing type light to my left.  Then it moved to my right.  Something new was here.  I could feel something that I have not yet accessed before.

I was curious.  I am at a place where I can relax into the experience and I trust something significant is happening, even though I do not logically understand it.
Then I started seeing movie like clips.  I have seen things in my vision for past three years, but tonight, it went to a whole new level.  I would see a toy, then the toy would get up, and start to move around or flip around as if it was a real Being, then lay back down.  Then I would see a new clip of an animal, I would watch the animal for a few seconds, then a new clip would start.  I was seeing adults, animals, symbols, toys.  On and on it went, it the most clear detail images you can imagine.  The random images did not seem to make any sense, but I knew something important was being activated inside of me.

I finally fell asleep, watching all these mini clip like movie scenes.  Today, when I woke up, I had a strong desire to meet a friend for lunch and tell her about my night.  It was the most intense multidimensional experience I have participated in.  At lunch, I forgot all about why I needed to see her.  We talked about everything except my major experience from the night before.  Finally hours later, I remembered.  OMG ~ I told her, I asked you to lunch because I really want to tell you something very important that happened.

I told her the experience.  I could feel her holding energy for the story.  We were both pondering what it meant?  Then, BAM ~ it landed.  All of a sudden I remembered a piece I had forgotten and I understood the whole story.  When I was being shown the movie clips, I saw a face, a child's face.  The face was in soft colors and soft background, so it sort of blended together.  As I was watching the movie clip, I thought, this child feels familiar.  Then it hit me, this is my child.  My child is androgynous, I felt no male nor female energy. 
At the lunch date, the download dropped into my field.  I was remote viewing the people, animals and toys in my hybrid child's life.  I was being shown bits and pieces of my child's world.  It all made sense, all the random images.  Especially the toys, I was so curious why I kept seeing all these toys.

As our frequencies are clearing, expanding and intensifying, we have easier and easier access into each others worlds.