May 2010 ~ two days after I received, my first star lights display in the sky from the Pleiadians, I was lead to discover the book, Pleiadian Initiations by Christine Day. In this book, Ms Day teaches a technique taught by the Pleiadians. The technique teaches multidimensional travel. The Pleiadians share, the human vessel does not have full ability to travel to certain dimensions without assistance from higher vibrational Beings. The book teaches you how to work with a team of 3 Pleiadians.
At that time, I had never heard of multidimensional travelling. I had no idea if it was easy or difficult. I had no outside influence either way, as I knew no one who traveled multidimensionally. I trusted the book, I assumed it was easy and therefore, I created an easy connection. I instantly accessed my team of 3 Pleiadians to work with.
Almost everyday for many months I connected with my team. We connected to each other in a formation. One Being to my left, one Being to my right and one Being across from me. Like a square formation.
The team of 3 each had their own style or frequency.
One day, I was at the lake by my house to connect. I liked to walk in the water and start the connection, then I would go sit on this huge rock and finish the connection. I was in the water, and I had put my cell phone inside my sports bra. This is habit I had been doing for over a year. I started to connect with my team. The Being on my left said, "No - we can not start until you get that cell phone away from your heart space." What? That was the strangest thing I had ever heard. The Being stated, I had cleared my heart space over the past 3 days and now I was creating negative electromagnetic waves in my heart space. I didn't even understand what he was talking about, and I didn't care if my cell phone was in my sports bra. "No - we will not start with you." - he expressed with a type of bossiness. I was annoyed. I finally surrendered and said, ok, I will stop putting my cell phone in my heart space, however, right now I am in water, let's just begin now and later, when I return to land I will remove my cell phone. I was impressed with my compromising skills.
"No" - he answered. The other 2 Beings were silent, as if they agreed with him, but didn't want to get involved. I gave in. I walked out of the water, got up to dry land where it was safe to leave my cell phone and removed it from my heart space. I was kind of annoyed, yet to be more honest I was actually happy I had a bossy team mate. It made me feel very confident my connection was real, as I would never even think about something like a cell phone being in my heart space. It is not how my mind functions. To this day, I have never put my cell phone any where near my heart space.
I never went back to water to connect, instead I moved on this huge rock where I can sit. When I started to connect, the Being across from me said, today before we start, we are each going to share what gifts we bring to the group. What is each one of our specialty? The Being on my left started. I bring boldness and assertiveness to the group. He has a very direct, a little military like energy. The Being on my right shared, I bring gentleness and nurturing energy. She has a very soft, kind and androgynous vibration. The Being across from me shared, I bring wisdom and balance. His energy is very shamanic like, he feels like an ancient elder, except he is super gorgeous (I have a romantic crush on him). He doesn't talk much, but you can feel his massive ability to hold space for the group. Then it was my turn, what do I bring to the group? I bring passion and enthusiasm to the group. I have a natural excitement and playful energy.
The Being across from me asked, what else do you bring to the group? hmmmm, I wondered. What else do I bring? Then the hit landed in my field and I knew the answer. I am the voice. I bring communication to the group. I can translate our experiences into the physical reality.
Later, I realized the wisdom in doing that process. It really made me understand on a deeper level the importance of my role to the group. It was not just them helping me, it was all of us as equals helping and supporting one another. Everyone plays an important role and is valuable. When we individually honor our pre-agreements, the whole group and collective benefits.
One of the first telepathic messages that got dropped into my field was "stones are radios". This happened spring of 2010. I thought it was a strange and bizarre piece of information. It made zero sense to me.
For some reason, I kept hearing in my head, "tell people, tell people". What, I thought? How do I share a message with people that makes no sense to me?
I felt like I was being tested - sort of like an initiation test. Would I share this strange and unusual message? I had a sense if I passed the initiation test, I would be given more information.
I decided to tell my sister. My sister, Kathy, and I are close, so I had no concerns she would judge me. When I shared the message with her, she instantly started laughing and making jokes. She laughingly suggested I wrap rocks for Christmas presents. When my family asked, why did you give us a rock? I can tell them, no, they are not rocks, they are radios. You can get rid of your cell phone and use your rock. We laughed, it was funny! Then she started making jokes about my needing a "white jacket". That hurt my feelings, I had not expected anyone might think I am going insane.
A few days later, I was on a group skype call with a mastermind group I was involved with then. We were each sharing, one by one, updates on our day to day experiences. When it came my turn to talk, I kept hearing in my head, "tell them, tell them". No way did I want to share this message with these women whom I really admired and respected. Yet, when I opened my mouth to share, I told them I had gotten a telepathic message that stones are radios. Silence. No one said a word. I could just feel the energy of the call changed, I felt so embarrassed. Then one of the women, Tracy, says she thought it made sense. What? How does it make sense I asked her? She told us, she had read somewhere during the time of Atlantis they used stones for communication. She thought it was crystals stones. She suggested I google crystals and Atlantis. I felt so relieved, not only did she save me from feeling like a major fool, she also gave me a piece of the puzzle.
After the group call, I googled the information. You can not even begin to imagine my shock, when I found an article that explained how Atlanteans used crystals stones as radio waves. The article confirmed the exact message I had received. My confidence and trust instantly started to increase.
I learned many important lessons from this experience. One, I learned just because something does not make sense to me, does not mean it is not true or accurate. I also learned the importance of co creating with others. Our multidimensional family works together to help each other understand, digest and receive information. Thanks to myself for having the courage to share the message, Tracy was able to give me an important piece of the puzzle. We each bring important pieces of the puzzle and we all need to share what we sense or know, to help each other. The last thing I learned and have really come to understand on a deep level is the importance of sharing or expressing information that gets dropped in our field. When we share and express these insights, messages, sensing, and ideas, then we open up more space in our field. If we dismiss and ignore these hits and clues, then our field stays full. It is also an indicator of how ready we are to receive and evolve. If we are not comfortable with insights or downloads that drop in our field, it is an indicator we are not ready to expand in our multidimensional journey. In a sense a test is given, but what I understand today, the test is not given from an outside source. The test is given from YOU. An aspect of your multidimensional self is checking in with you to see if you are ready and available.
When we try to translate experiences word for word or meaning for meaning, we lose or miss many pieces of the experience. The logical mind likes to know details. What does this mean? Who is behind the scenes? How did this experience get created? On and on, the logical mind asks questions and is looking for information to be explained, word for word and meaning for meaning.
Our multidimensional self does not communicate or translate in that manner. Our multidimensional self, gifts us with experiences that are layered with meaning, depth and connection. The experience can unfold, like a time released vitamin. Time released vitamins, the nutrients are released in slow steady increments.
Our multidimensional self communicates with packets of information or packets of storytelling. The packets are dropped into our field. The packets or frequencies are not meant to be word for word interpreted, or meaning for meaning. It is a different style of connection/communication.
It can be compared to go on a roller coaster. Most people do not try to translate that experience word for word. Most people are not inside the mental body while on a roller coaster asking questions like, who created this roller coaster? How was it created? What are the mechanics of the roller coaster? What is the speed of the roller coaster? Etc. Etc. Most people go on the ride for the experience of the ride. To fully receive the full experience of the roller coaster, ask your mental question at a different time/space.
When our multidimensional self shares packets of information or encoded images into our field, try to relax into the experience, without trying to translate or define it. Allow yourself the experience while maintaining an awareness that time/space translations are understood differently in other realities. In our physical, denser reality we have more of an attachment to time/space linear explanations. We have not been trained or conditioned to trust other aspects of ourselves that hold deeper/different understandings of the experience.
If we are not trying to process it ALL in a linear way, we can relax into knowing, it will all make sense at the right time.
First step is to be AWARE of the experience or packet of information that is dropped into your field.
Second step is to RELAX into the experience.
Third step is to allow the experience to INTEGRATE with multidimensional self.
Then, notice what you notice. I do not have exact answer of what will happen as the fourth step. Sometimes after we process the first 3 steps, then, the information we digested becomes *useful. We might use this new understanding or frequency. We might simply hold the frequency in our field that we do not consciously access. We might call on it, when we run into a playmate who can match the same vibration. We might put it on *pause until the time is right for it to become useful. There really is no solid/concrete answer on what/how/where/when the gift of the packet of information will be utilized.
Review
1) Awareness of information being dropped into your field
2) Relax into the experience
3) Integrate the information/experience
4) Unknown ~ Notice what you notice
Many years ago, I realized I wanted to fall in love with myself. I had been a co-dependent, trying to earn my love from others. I decided to start receiving the love from myself first. It takes time to fall in love with yourself. I had habits of thoughts and behaviors that did not match self love.
Later in my journey of intentionally falling in love with myself, I thought of the marriage vows.
"I promise to love you no matter what. I promise to be there for you, no matter what." I thought to myself, the person I want to make a promise of unconditional love (love with no conditions) is to myself. I got the brilliant idea I want to marry myself. Who better to build and create this solid, unconditional relationship than myself?
I started to plan my wedding and told people about my engagement. Some people laughed, but others instantly could feel the vibration brilliance of self marriage. Becoming whole and complete as an individual.
I thought I it would be fun to gift myself with a wedding ring, have a ceremony and go on a honeymoon.
As I mentioned earlier, self love takes time to integrate. I didn't make purchasing myself a wedding ring a priority. There are other things to purchase and do that seemed more important. I decided to marry myself and not worry about the outside reflections of a ring or honeymoon.
This week, I have been relaxing into a deep state of feeling my worthiness. I have been relaxing into feeling the value of my being. As I relax into myself, I feel a sense of complete support on all levels. This new, deeper state of relaxing into my worth, has shifted my vibe.
Yesterday, I unexpectedly got some free time for myself. I had decided to play at the mall and hang out at the Barnes and Noble there. It is one of my favorite alone things to do. After the book store, I casually walked around the mall. I wasn't looking for a thing, just people watching. I decided to walk into one of favorite jewelry stores.
About 2 weeks ago, in December 2012, I was reading the The Lineage Of Light Code book. In the book, the females start their ceremonies (a tradition started by the mystery school) with 6 blue sapphires that are put into a form of the Star of David. This creates a portal to allow the women to enter into a sacred journey. These women are all apart of the female line or what I call, the Mary Energy.
I was thinking to myself, I should buy myself a sapphire ring. I went to one of my favorite jewelry stores online and checked out their sapphires.
The second, I saw this one ring, I instantly knew that is the ring I wanted for my marriage ring. Again I dismissed it, as I wasn't going to invest money on myself at that now moment.
Now back to yesterday at the mall, I went inside this jewelry store wondering if they would have my ring. I was shocked when I saw it in the case. I asked the lady to open the case, I wanted to try it. I told myself telepathically, if it fits, buy it now! Then I disagreed with myself and said no, you have not planned on this. My Self told myself, you are worthy. You are supported. You are master creator. Receive!
The ring fit perfectly. I went into some type of altered state of euphoria and instantly bought my wedding ring. I floated out of the store, feeling such reverence and love for myself. I called a friend and shared my fantastic news. She made a wonderful observation. The blue sapphires, represent the Mary Energy in the book. I Married my Mary Energy (get it Married and Mary). I united and merged with more aspects of my multidimensional self.
You can call me, Mr. or Mrs. BrightStar. I represent both the masculine and feminine aspects inside myself. I am blended and whole. I love myself and all my aspects without conditions!
1/11/13
Dreamtime ~ There was a group of etheric like Beings. They mostly felt feminine, but I would not say they were only females. I could see a thin layer of their bodies. They had some density to their physicality, that I was able to see them in a translucent form.
They are called 'Freedom Fighters'. They each had a different role or area of expertise. They would travel where they were needed. I heard someone call out "Freedom Fighter of Truth" ~ and one Being in particular came forward, then she sort of had a color come out of her. It was like a thick fog like texture of a color. I knew in the dream, this color fog was going in to assist or help.
When I walk up, I realized this group of Freedom Fighters, would be compared to what we call our 'Super Heros' . They silently go and assist where needed. They are actually not silent, but from the physical human perceptive they are not able to be seen or heard.
In the dream, I was in both my physical form and my etheric Freedom Fighter form. I felt a discomfort, as I held both frequencies at same time. I was confused by the discomfort I felt. I asked myself "why?". Accessing both frequencies simultaneously while being consciously aware, is a new pathway for me. The big difference in the two different frequency left me feeling a discomfort. The vibrations are far away from each other and holding my consciousness in both places at once, felt uncomfortable. I am in process of 'stretching' myself to acclimate to more of myself.
I woke up feeling another layer of myself being accessed and understood. Sleeptime is one of my favorite ways to access my multidimensional self.
Interesting, I dreamed I was no longer a match to certain realities, then the next day, I found myself noticing, I am not match to some physical realities. It is not an insult or criticism, it is more of a feeling some places or people no longer feel useful/empowering.
I started thinking, I no longer want to play on facebook. I saw my facebook news feed as a mismatch to my now energy. Not all of the energy there is a mismatch, but a small part of it was. At first I thought, maybe I will delete my account? Then I thought, no, I have met so many incredible people, I have had many fabulous connections. I sense I am just tweaking my settings so to speak to be a closer or more pure match to my now vibe.
Then, I realized, I can track in my physical reality, the same message I received in my dream reality. Parallel messages, same undercurrents. I love how 'noticing' is allowing me to be even more aware of my conscious now set point. I love how I can shift and change things effortlessly. No drama. No big emotional crisis. Notice, take an action or new thought, and shift.
Wa-laa ~ that simple!
My sleep is dramatically changing. My body is not acclimating to the now sleep pattern. My body wants to sleep, I love sleeping. I love dreaming. I love waking up feeling so satisfied and complete.
Not sure exact day, sleep started changing. I know it has been at least a week. I have tried to surrender to sleepless nights. I have tried to accept it. Truthfully, it upsets me, as I LOVE sleep.
Last night, I finally fall to sleep, only to wake up again in 10 -20 minutes later. Over and over all night long, I only sleep 10 - 20 minutes, then I am awaken. You can imagine my frustration!
Toward the morning, I am finally given some information as what is happening. I saw that my body is spinning so fast. When I fall to sleep, I slip into a 'reality'. I am not matches to those 'realities' now. My spin is too fast, the spin kicks me out. I am trying to go the playgrounds or realities that I am familiar with. I am no longer able to hold/maintain the frequencies of those locations.
My spin is kicking me out. I am getting booted out. It feels like a time of new travel. I will be travelling to new cities, new countries, new realms. My body is in the process of adjusting to new frequency matches.
The is a place of the 'unkown' for me now. It is new. It is different. I want to laugh inside, as I recall, this is exactly what I asked for. I didn't know it would unfold this way. I asked for NEW. I asked to travel to a new locations/realms/realities. This makes me feel so silly, as I am realizing in this now moment, that I am complaining about what I requested. Silly Human ~ Sleep is for Kids!
One day, I was at the lake by my house to connect. I liked to walk in the water and start the connection, then I would go sit on this huge rock and finish the connection. I was in the water, and I had put my cell phone inside my sports bra. This is habit I had been doing for over a year. I started to connect with my team. The Being on my left said, "No - we can not start until you get that cell phone away from your heart space." What? That was the strangest thing I had ever heard. The Being stated, I had cleared my heart space over the past 3 days and now I was creating negative electromagnetic waves in my heart space. I didn't even understand what he was talking about, and I didn't care if my cell phone was in my sports bra. "No - we will not start with you." - he expressed with a type of bossiness. I was annoyed. I finally surrendered and said, ok, I will stop putting my cell phone in my heart space, however, right now I am in water, let's just begin now and later, when I return to land I will remove my cell phone. I was impressed with my compromising skills.
