Not sure exact day, sleep started changing. I know it has been at least a week. I have tried to surrender to sleepless nights. I have tried to accept it. Truthfully, it upsets me, as I LOVE sleep.
Last night, I finally fall to sleep, only to wake up again in 10 -20 minutes later. Over and over all night long, I only sleep 10 - 20 minutes, then I am awaken. You can imagine my frustration!
Toward the morning, I am finally given some information as what is happening. I saw that my body is spinning so fast. When I fall to sleep, I slip into a 'reality'. I am not matches to those 'realities' now. My spin is too fast, the spin kicks me out. I am trying to go the playgrounds or realities that I am familiar with. I am no longer able to hold/maintain the frequencies of those locations.
My spin is kicking me out. I am getting booted out. It feels like a time of new travel. I will be travelling to new cities, new countries, new realms. My body is in the process of adjusting to new frequency matches.
The is a place of the 'unkown' for me now. It is new. It is different. I want to laugh inside, as I recall, this is exactly what I asked for. I didn't know it would unfold this way. I asked for NEW. I asked to travel to a new locations/realms/realities. This makes me feel so silly, as I am realizing in this now moment, that I am complaining about what I requested. Silly Human ~ Sleep is for Kids!
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