Metatron = Beyond + Matrix

Do you feel a connection to Metatron, many people have asked me?  No, I answer.

Something about the energy of  Metatron does not appeal to me. People have told me, they can feel my connection with Metatron energies, and I always dismiss it, as I do not feel any connection.
If anything I feel a dislike to the idea.

August 30th I reunited with a member of one of my soul families, Karen Doonan.  We had a powerful, expansive and encoded conversation.  She was another person, who brought up Metatron and Metatron Golden Cube to me.  I sat with the frequency to see if I could feel or witness anything?  I saw no images, I heard no dialog or message.  Then, something happened.  The air changed.  The air became very, very, very thin.  Hard to explain with language.  The air was so thin, but instead of being hard to breath, it became super easy to breath.  I was receiving so much oxygen in each breath.  The air was so pure.  I received so much bliss from the air.  I have never had an experience like this with air before. 

Next day, I see on facebook a post from Bill Ballard about Lord Metatron.  Again, I want to turn away from it, as I still have these negative association with Metatron energies.  Somehow, I know I am suppose to watch it.  The video is mind blowing.  I can not even begin to describe it.  It is meant to be watched, as it is a major activation video.  Instead of traveling around the world to get an activation, all you have to do  is watch this video for free, in the comfort of your home.  It is totally encoded and full of packets that release codes.

I feel my energy changing/shifting, yet, I still feel a negativity with word Metatron.  I intentionally tried to connect with Metatron frequencies.  Nothing.  I felt flat.  I looked at visual images of Metatron on google, to see if I could access anything.  The photos of a man/angel made me want to vomit.  I was strongly triggered in negative way.

I can feel my filters are preventing me from connecting to the energy, but I can not shift my yucky feelings to these images.  I try and connect again.  This time, I receive a telepathic message.  Look up the word Metatron.  Look up the meaning of word, the definition of the word, this will shift you.

When I looked up the word Metatron, I about fell over.  Metatron is a Greek word.  
It means Beyond + Matrix.  The crazy thing about this is, I am huge lover of busting out of programs/beliefs/matrix.  My conversation with Karen, we discussed our Soul Family ~ Beings Before & Beyond Time.  
Now I am Excited.  Now I feel the connection to this frequency.  I understand, the reason I had strong negative reaction to images of Metatron is because I was picking up on the false distortion of projected worship. Some humans put Metatron on pedestal and participate in hierarchy program.  That distorted program makes me want to vomit.

Metatron is Creator consciousness.  August 24, 2013 Creator Energy landed in my field.  I understood on a new level the meaning of Being a Creator Goddess.  I wrote about and made video about it August 25, 2013.

We each have our own unique energy that we can morph (alchemy).  We are all alchemists.  When we call on our Metatron energy or consciousness, it helps us create our own personal transformation, magic and creations.  It is not a Being outside of us, or a Being that was created to be worshiped.  It is an aspect of us. We can all access and embody Beyond The Matrix aka Metatron.

Bill Ballard's activation with Metatron.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UCCnpxhscSg

Karen Doonan work:  This is the piece she channeled, that lead me to my reunion with her.
Karen Doonan ~ Truth Codes

August 25, 2103 ~ I Am Creator Goddess video

Waterfall Of Connection

August 25th, 2013 turned out to be a significant day for me.  I had council meeting memory from dream time.  I awoke with deeper understandings of creator energies.  I feel inspired to allow and release my creative expressions.

Today, I sense I am a delicious flavor dessert.  I feel like a layered hot fudge, strawberry layered cake.  I am able to go to separate flavor while at same time, taste the blending of all the flavors.  My heart is actually tasting these incredible flavors.  I taste Yummy!  Today tastes Yummy!

I am being shown an image of a beautiful, powerful yet calm waterfall.  The water has so much force and momentum it is a powerful Being.  At same time, it is has a rhythmic calming and soothing Being.  It reflects all aspects of Self.  Balance.

The waterfall gives evidence of all the support surrounding me.  I am standing under the waterfall.  I am looking at waterfall.  I am able to see and feel the waterfall from different perspectives.  I am feeling and experiencing all the support and fluidity of the waterfall.  The water current charges me and allows me easy access to my multidimensional self.  Waterfall is wonderful visual to instantly access me to my whole self.

I Am A Creator Goddess

I am a Creator Goddess.  I access my Creator frequencies by creating.  There are many ways to express our creativity, writing, building, cooking, singing, drawing, performing, designing, etc.
When I allow my creative juices to flow, it lines me up with my natural state of Being.  I am a Creator and I create.

One of the distorted behaviors that has happened to me, is stopping the flow of creativity.  I would create, enjoy the creation, then stop. In my limited understanding, I thought I was done.  I didn't have ability to recognize my soul always creates. Today, I understand I can never stop creating.  I am always expanding and contracting. Now, I understand when I want to pause, I am still in movement.  I can intentionally create small subtle movement, while maintaining awareness I am still in the flow of creativity.

In my connection to my multidimensional self, I was shown breathing.  I do not breath enough one day, and stop breathing for a day or two.  I was shown eating.  I do not receive enough nutrition from food, to stop eating for a month or two. The two illustrations, helped me understand there is always movement.

When I stopped creating, I slowed down my access to myself.  I am not saying I need to work on  creative projects 24/7.  I am saying, I now understand my soul is a creator.  I am always plugged into creative energies.  When I allow the creative juices to flow from me, I am intentionally expanding my multidimensional templates.  

I am not suggesting hard work, or "should do", as I am a knower of freedom.  I am realizing my multidimensional self benefits when I intentionally allow my natural state to be expressed.  
I might want to intentionally create for 3 minutes, allowing my mind to think and explore new thoughts.  I want to allow outlets and pathways for my creator energy to be expressed.  It might be a few minutes a day, or I might be inspired to be in a project that takes hours.  Creative energy is joyful with no attachments to outcome.

Allowing the creative frequencies to be expressed without judgments is best way to stay connected to pure source.  If an aspect of my multidimensional self wants to express herself, yet my human aspects judges it, I create a disconnect.  I can be gentle with myself, if I have had a pattern or program of self judgment.  I can intentionally request support.  I can request my multidimensional aspects assist me in allowing the creator expressions to flow, without fear of criticism from myself or others.

It is fun to play and allow new energies to be seen, felt and witnessed.  Intentionally allow Creator frequencies to be expressed.  Grab a color and let go.  Hop in the kitchen and explore ingredients and flavors.  Sing a new melody.  Dance a random pattern.

I am a Creator Goddess, I was born to create, be creative, and explore creation.

I Am A Pleiadian

I am a multidimensional being.  I have conscious connection to many aspects of self.  
Today I want to share about my Pleiadian aspect. I am a Pleiadian.  I am aslo, a Pleiadian spokesperson.


What can I share about my culture?  The first and most simple piece of information to pass along, is the nature of my essence is playful.  Play is highly important and extremely valued. When I embody playful energy, it opens channels for cosmic mind understanding and knowing.

Play is opposite of trying hard.  Trying hard energy blocks inside channels.  Imagine a tunnel, and if that tunnel has chunks of rocks lodged inside, the inner movement will be stifled.   Inner connection still happens, but at a slower, less powerful manner.

One of the reasons our frequency is so fluid is because of the carefree playful nature.  Even though I am strongly grounded, I do not lock myself into experiences.  My cords of entanglement to people, locations and situations are like bouncy, flexible cords.  

I can feel and express love quickly.  Falling in love, can happen in a nanosecond.  Love at first vibration, at first sight or at first touch is common.  Loving this intensely and easily is judged on planet Earth, some of my incarnated family members have intentionally suppressed this aspect of them self.

Flirting is another natural aspect of my culture.  Affection, touching, eye gazing are very important in our connection.  It is our natural way of being.  Sexuality is not shamed.  On planet Earth they say men have sexual thoughts often, well let me tell you, so do Pleiadians.  
I are not carefree in sexuality.  Sex has important meaning and connection.  I do not judge myself for being a sexual beings, I know it is natural. We are fantastic communicators.  There are no hurt feelings, rejection or manipulation with sexual expression and relationships.

I appear to be simple and I am often underestimated on planet Earth.  This does not offend me, as I have knowing simplicity is evidence of powerful connection to self. 
Authentic self love is one of the most important aspects of being Pleiadian.  We are taught to master self love., Our behavior to self and others is the way we measure our self love.  It is easy to love self, when we are surrounded by others who lead by example.

I am a fantastic friend and mother.  I feel easily, I love with an open heart and I know the value of listening.  I naturally accept the nature of others.  I do not need others to change in order for me to feel my value and self importance.  Being open minded and accepting is the way of our collective.

I am naturally curious and wonder many things.  I find delight in human behavior.  I like to understand how people think and process.  It fascinates me.  
Pleiadians are extremely creative.  We excel in the performance arts like: writing, music, storytelling, dance, teaching, singing, painting etc.

Being Free is one of the most important feelings for me.  I require freedom.  I do not like to be told what to do, or follow programs, rules and regulations.  I have natural knowing, I am free.

One of the most important reasons I incarnated on the planet, is to lead by example. 
Allow people to see my authentic self.  To be an example of someone who blocked their inner connection and did not experience self love. Learning to fall in love with myself is the most important thing I have done in this incarnation. I am a real, raw, original, and unique cosmic frequency.  I am comfortable claiming my multidimensional self.

Multidimensional Walk In

I am a Pleiadian.  I am a Black Cat.  I am a Blue Sapphire. I am a Hybrid. I am an Emerald Green Color Frequency.  I am a Sound.  I am a Star. I am a Spice. 

I am an Abstract Being.  I understand and can digest the wholeness of my soul.  In the beginning, my separated aspect was not able to comprehend my diversity and multi faceted self.  At first, I was thrilled when I discovered my off planet connection, then I got excited when I discovered my gemstone connection, then I was over the top thrilled when I understood I am a hybrid.  One by one, I kept reuniting with aspects of myself.  I jumped and played in one container and then another.

It finally landed in my mental mind, I am a Multidimensional Being who is connected to all.  Experiences are stepping stones, helping me embody my truth.  I had to experience the connection.  My mental body could not hold the information, without my physical body and energetic body experiencing the connection.  Experience by experience, story by story, I Walked Into myself.  Yes, I am a Walk In.  Some one outside of me did not Walk Into Me.  I took my Human Incarnated Self and Walked Into my Multidimensional Self, one story (experience) at a time.

When I embodied my truth, it allowed me to be balanced and anchored.  No one can cause me doubt or confusion.  No one can push me off of my truth.  Being Multidimensional is an inside experience and awareness.  Friends (seen and unseen) assist and support me along my journey.  My journey never ends, it is the story that goes on and on. Expansion, growth and awareness is my infinity symbol.  Yes, I am a symbol too.

Shame On You For Being Human

My 16 year old daughter wrote this essay for school ~ it is beyond amazing.  Her depth and insights impress me the the core of my being.

How bizarre it would be to shame someone for doing something as natural as eating, sleeping, or even breathing. Yet people still do it, and one of its most common forms is slut shaming. Slut shaming is a verbal or physical attack on someone who is presumed to be sexually active in some way. Slut shaming is wrong and must be stopped.

The first of many reasons that slut shaming must be stopped is because it is a major part of sexism. While many males experience problems with slut shaming it is the women that take the brunt of these attacks. In our society as well as many others men are seen as creatures who are innately sexual. If a man is sexually promiscuous the repercussions are usually mild or may not exist at all. In fact it is possible that the male's sexual escapades will be celebrated or he will be praised for them. Women on the other hand are not seen an innately sexual, but rather something to be sexualized. They must look sexually appealing but remain virginal until some formal institution like marriage. If a woman defies this expectation she is often assaulted. Most commonly these assaults are verbal insults, but less commonly these assaults are physical. Sexual harassment and even rape can occur as the result of the 'she's a slut, she doesn't mind' mentality. Slut shaming reinforces the misogynistic attitude that men and women are not equal and should not be treated as such specifically in regards to sexual activity.

Slut shaming also acts as an enforcer of rape culture. When someone, women in particular, reports their rape they are often accused of being sluts and are told that they deserved it. A prime example of these attitudes were the comments surrounding the recent Steubenville rape case. The victim has faced incredible scrutiny for 'allowing' herself to be raped. Slut shaming discredits victims of rape by saying that the victim deserved it because they are either sexually promiscuous, wore alluring clothing, or were acting in such a way that beckoned the rapist. Slut shaming does not only cause a problem for victims who report their rape, it is also the reason that many rapes go unreported. Depending on the location and source the number of unreported rapes is thought to range from sixty to ninety percent. Some of the main reasons rapes aren't reported are that the victim is afraid they will get in trouble, be suspect to public scrutiny, or that they won't be believed. In Canada (1993) roughly fifty percent of rape victims who didn't file a report refrained from doing so because they believed the police would not believe them. If a person is thought of as a slut then it is often assumed that they can not or will not say no to sex.

The absolute number one reason slut shaming must be stopped is that its only purpose is to dehumanize people. Calling a man or a woman a whore is no different than telling them that their natural instinct be open to sexuality somehow makes them less than human. Sex is a natural part of life for much of life on the planet, it is societal aversion to the natural that is unnatural. Negative words and actions about someone's sexual choices can easily negatively affect their self-esteem. Whether one agrees with the lifestyle choices of another or not it is necessary for us to understand that every person deserves to be treated as a human being. To disagree with the choices of another is perfectly acceptable, but to try and dehumanize another is not.

In conclusion slut shaming is a problem that has far reaching consequences. Slut shaming can and has resulted in sexist thought, sexual harassment, rape, rape victim blaming, depression, suicide, and lowered self-esteem among other things. Through open mindedness and respect for fellow humans slut shaming can be stopped. This is not a problem that is beyond human control unlike earthquakes and plagues. Slut shaming was created by humans and can be stopped by us as well.

Remote Viewing Into My hybrid's Child World

4/13/13 ~ Most intense multidimensional experience to date.  

I came home late, around 2 am.  I noticed, I was seeing cloud/fog like matter around me when I got home.  Something was different.
When I turn off lights to go to sleep, my room is pitch black.  Tonight, there were dim glowing type light to my left.  Then it moved to my right.  Something new was here.  I could feel something that I have not yet accessed before.

I was curious.  I am at a place where I can relax into the experience and I trust something significant is happening, even though I do not logically understand it.
Then I started seeing movie like clips.  I have seen things in my vision for past three years, but tonight, it went to a whole new level.  I would see a toy, then the toy would get up, and start to move around or flip around as if it was a real Being, then lay back down.  Then I would see a new clip of an animal, I would watch the animal for a few seconds, then a new clip would start.  I was seeing adults, animals, symbols, toys.  On and on it went, it the most clear detail images you can imagine.  The random images did not seem to make any sense, but I knew something important was being activated inside of me.

I finally fell asleep, watching all these mini clip like movie scenes.  Today, when I woke up, I had a strong desire to meet a friend for lunch and tell her about my night.  It was the most intense multidimensional experience I have participated in.  At lunch, I forgot all about why I needed to see her.  We talked about everything except my major experience from the night before.  Finally hours later, I remembered.  OMG ~ I told her, I asked you to lunch because I really want to tell you something very important that happened.

I told her the experience.  I could feel her holding energy for the story.  We were both pondering what it meant?  Then, BAM ~ it landed.  All of a sudden I remembered a piece I had forgotten and I understood the whole story.  When I was being shown the movie clips, I saw a face, a child's face.  The face was in soft colors and soft background, so it sort of blended together.  As I was watching the movie clip, I thought, this child feels familiar.  Then it hit me, this is my child.  My child is androgynous, I felt no male nor female energy. 
At the lunch date, the download dropped into my field.  I was remote viewing the people, animals and toys in my hybrid child's life.  I was being shown bits and pieces of my child's world.  It all made sense, all the random images.  Especially the toys, I was so curious why I kept seeing all these toys.

As our frequencies are clearing, expanding and intensifying, we have easier and easier access into each others worlds.