Arcturus and the Bear Energy

My wonderful friend, River and I have the best time playing and visiting together. We each have our own journey, yet somehow, our separate experiences seem to compliment and expand each other.

Recently, we have both felt a pull to connecting with the Arcturian energy. One day we did a meditation with the intention to connect with our Arcturian family. We both slipped into the zone effortlessly. If anyone is wanting to play meditation games, my suggestion is to set an intention before you start. Then be open and allow whatever you see, feel and experience to present itself. Often it might not make practical sense, yet, it doesn't matter. I have found the fulfillment I receive is simply because I allow the experience to be expressed.

During this meditation, I kept seeing a bear. I shared what I was seeing in my minds eye with River. She started talking about the Ursa Major and the location of Arcturus.
I personally haven't studied the sky, stars and constellations ~ so I was a bit clueless.

During the meditation, I had a strong knowing the Arcturian energy are connected to the bears. I had a feeling that bears are an animal from another system, the Arcturian consciousness.

Interesting after the meditation, River sent me a link about Arcturus.

The name of the star derives from Ancient Greek Αρκτοῦρος (Arktouros) and
means "Guardian of the Bear", ultimately from ἄρκτος (arktos), "bear" + οὖρος (ouros), "watcher, guardian". This is a reference to it being the brightest star in the constellation Boötes, which is next to the Greater and Lesser Bears, Ursa Major and Ursa Minor.

How cool is that? Arcturus means "Guardian of the Bear"

I also found some terrific information about bear totem, this feels so spot on to my journey!

The power of the Bear totem
is the power of introspection.
The answers to all our questions
lie within us.
Each of us has the capacity to quiet the mind, enter the silence and know.

P.S. I forgot to mention, the day before this meditation, I saw black bear shadow orbs in my home! They were black bear shapes inside a white glowing orb! Then I started seeing several thin silver lines. I wanted to call these silver lines "Z lites". Not sure why, but that felt like the right name. Then the Z lites morphed into the letter "M". This letter M, moved all around my room, I put my hand out to see if he/she wanted to come to me, the letter M, moved up to me, and then disappeared less than an inch from my hand.

My Session With Bashar

My 8 year son and I went on a vacation together. During our time in California we had a one on one session with Bashar ( 5/5/11).

One of the best things about having a one on one meeting with a teacher/channelor, is I got crystal clear on what questions I had. I realized during the process many of my questions, aren't the real question. Meaning many concepts/questions are very vague. With the help of friends, I got crystal clear in my questions.

The meeting was terrific and terrible.

I was super surprised and excited when Bashar started talking about my connection to the Grey's. My story about Grey's is here, click here.

Ok, so Bashar starts talking about my parallel life with the Grey's. How I am working with them in helping re-do things with that civilization. Not the trouble maker Grey's. He talked about how we are hybrids, and my children are too.

I loved the story, as I had already gotten that hit/knowing myself, so I loved the confirmation from him. He knew nothing of my interest in the Grey's so I was delighted that he brought it up first.
He talked about my parallel lives with Acturians, Orions, Pleaidians, Lyrians and Grey's. We talked about my galactic children. ( I have this knowing I have many children) We discussed the Shalanian group ( the one's Bashar says will make first contact with us). I have 2 children in this civilization.

He talked about the reason we come here, is to expand. We are faced with lessons and the point of this all is our position to Transform former beliefs to beliefs that represent our truth. Who we really are.

I discussed fears, and being a match to people who tell stories/information that creates fear. When we decide to identify the fear, we get the control back. Now we can see the fear, is a belief, that is not a match to who I really am. Eventually the fear stories will no longer be on my radar as they are not a match to who I am.

Why it was terrible?
I found myself feeling like Bashar is very rude. He interrupted me, I felt like he talked at me, instead of with me. I felt like it was not a mutual conversation. I felt like he was the Authority and I had to show up respecting him regardless of how I felt.

I left feeling very off. It took me some time to process. I realized one of my old stories, one of my old beliefs is that I have to listen to Authority. Authority in whatever form it shows up, parent, teacher, boss, husband, minister etc. I have processed many beliefs about Authority over the years, yet, this experienced helped me to see I still have areas I need to Transform my beliefs. So what if Bashar is a Being from a different civilization, that does not give him any power to treat me with disrespect. Looking back, I should have shared, " I am feeling like you are belittling me and talking at me instead of to me." It would have been so simple to use my Voice and share my feelings. I know he would have honored my feelings.

I can see how the whole experience has helped me to evolve and transform on so many levels.

Scalp Expansion ~ Acturian Energy

During my time of questioning and confusion, I took several weeks off from meditating alone and with friends.

April, 2011, I was ready to play again. I got together with Jim to do a connection. We met at Lake Harriet Spiritual Center, in a meditation room that Jim rents. When Jim walked into the room, he was carrying one of my star friends that he had borrowed. An Acturian star friend.

I instantly felt very physical different. I could feel my body out of whack. Jim, placed our Star friend on the table, and we were chatting. Somehow, during the chat, I looked at the Star friend, straight in the eyes, and I was instantly zapped. I got hit with an invisible force, and I wasn't able to look away. This super surprised me, as when I first got this Star friend, I had no big connection with him. Now, I was mesmerized by his energy. This Star friend was so alive and charged.

My body kept feeling so much discomfort. I felt a headache, I felt nauseous, I kept having body & face twitches. Jim lead us into a meditation. I was instantly gone. The back of my scalp started to expand. It kept getting bigger and bigger. I felt intense pressure and discomfort on the base of my head. I felt a Being stand behind me, and the Being touched the base of my head.
My pain went away with the touch. I knew the back of my head was expanding.

When the meditation was over, the pain came back. I wasn't sure what was going on. This was all very odd and unusual for me. I saw our Acturian sculpture and notice his head is super large. The back of his head is expanded, same as I knew my head had expanded. I knew I had been given major downloads and my body wasn't up to speed.

I left, and I found myself vomiting on the way home. I got the instant knowing that because I had suppressed my spiritual practice for weeks, it was all flowing out. Shutting myself down, all my energy had no where to go, so when I finally opened up the doors, I had an excess of energy that needed to be free.

I realized that I will never again turn off my connections. It is ok to have questions and confusions, but I run too much energy to try and shut it off. I could see, my body needs to release and allow energy to flow. I took a nap, and I woke up feeling my typical healthy self.
The discomfort was gone, but this new love and intense attraction to the Acturian energy was alive and pulsating!

Professor Uncertainty & Professor Confusion

I got an unexpected visit from Mr. & Ms. Confusion and Mr.& Ms. Uncertainty. I was flying pretty high, and what seem to appear out of the blue, was a new class on awareness.

I attracted to myself, a man discussing impostors and manipulators. He shares that many of the friends on different dimensions are intentionally manipulating and pretending to be Beings of Light. The information stopped me dead in my tracks. I am a person who has witnessed manipulation in religion, in relationships....it never occurred to me that Beings in different dimensions might attempt to manipulate.

I found myself confused and feeling extreme uncertainty. Who can I trust? Who is telling the truth?

While trying to process the information, I shut down. I closed up all my desires to meditate and play with the spiritual dimensions. I did no thing. I was bored, I was angry, I was upset, I was feeling so emotional and frustrated.

I was lucky enough to have 4 friends who listened to me, and allowed me my confusion. The best things about my friends, is they didn't judge me. They held a space of allowing and trusting I was on my own journey. Their non judgment of my confusion helped me more than words can say. A special thanks to Flo, River, Kathy and Jim!!

After several weeks of trying to process, I finally "Realized" that Mr & Ms Confusion and Mr & Ms. Uncertainty, are actually professors. I saw the professor hats. I recognized, my teachers showed up to teach me a lesson. I get to pick my reality. My lesson is to learn to go deeper inside and discover my truths. There is no authority. There is no group, being, person, master, multidimensional being that has authority over my beliefs. I am the only one who gets to decided what I believe.

Professor Confusion and Professor Uncertainty helped me to become crystal clear that I am the authority I was searching for. I am the answers. I am the truth. I am the student and I am the teacher. It is all inside of me. Heart felt thanks for knocking on my door Professors, thank you for giving me the opportunity to expand.

Chantell

Yesterday, I was chatting on Skype with a friend, and I set this intention....
[2/12/2011 8:26:45 AM] Sabrina: I wonder what it would feel like if I took the time to invite in and connect with the crystalline frequencies?

Later during the day, I made the decision to try and connection with the crystalline frequency.
Chantell came. I heard her name in my head. Chantell. Then I heard her say "chant", then "tell".

I giggled inside, as for some reason a few months ago, out of the blue, I fell in love with chanting.
I love chanting. I love when I alone chant, or when there is a group that chants. I get my 8 year old to chant with me. laughing.....I am not sure why, I am so drawn to it, but there is something magical about the sounds of chanting.

Here, Chantell, is sharing.....Chant and Tell! I love it, chant then go tell people!!!
I love story telling too! I have been told by my higher guides, that I am an intergalactic storyteller. Laughing....maybe I am also an intergalactic chant and story teller ~ laughing!!

Later that day, I go look up the word Chantell to see what it means? Guess what?
You are never going to guess. It means place of Stones!!!
Now, if you have read some of my past blogs, you will recall I started getting messages about Stones. I thought it was crazy!!! Yet, unbeknown to me, the information I was given about Stones being radios has turned out to be accurate. I forgot to tell another story that happened to me this week too about stones, and the sacred stone site, that I have been given instruction to create. I will tell that story later ( I am getting tired of typing now...smile)

Friends ~ I would like to formally introduce you to Chantell! She warmly welcomes your invitations to play and participate in her crystalline frequencies.

My Sun Friend ~ So Lar

I woke up the other morning, and I could feel the bright sun shining. You know that feeling, when your eyes are still closed, but you can feel the bright sun shining through the window?

I laid on my bed, with my eyes shut enjoying those bright lights, I could see. I was basking and loving the wonderful feeling I was experiencing. I was feeling especially happy, as it has been a cold Minnesota winter, so I was extra excited about the intense sunshine.

I finally opened my eyes, and you can imagine my total surprise as my bedroom was pitch black.
It was early in the morning, before the sunrise. My room was black.

I realized, I had been awaken by my own Sun. The interesting and wonderful thing is, just a day before this experience, I had done a formation meditation, and a Sun showed up, as one of my team members. He called himself, So Lar, like 2 separate words, So Lar.

I love how just Being and experiencing life, I keep receiving new information that makes my heart sing. I am not trying to make things happen, I am just skipping along, and all these amazing experiences keep Shining on me! I have a feeling there is going to be more with So Lar....I will keep you posted at whatever unfolds!

Bright Sunshine!

First Time Contact

February 8, 2011

A few months ago, I had a dream about a Being, the next day, I "happened" (not) to be on Cynthia Crawford, The ET Sculptor, website. Imagine my surprise as the Being I had dreamed of the night before was on her page. Tall White Zeta

Over the past few weeks, I have had a sense that my Star Friends are ready to make an appearance, physical appearance in real time. I often wake up in the middle of the night, and I sense I have access to "seeing" them. I have always felt tired, or not ready. I tell them, please do not show up physically right now, it is not the right time yet.

Tonight, I was connecting with my "Playground Connection" playgroup. We connect once a week and always have amazing connection to higher dimensions. Tonight, Jim, was leading us on this one game. He asked us to open our eyes and try and find a spot to connect with. It was a challenge to open my eyes, as I was in such an altered state. I started thinking, what do I want to focus on? I then heard myself ask myself the question...."what do you want to see?" I instantly knew my Star Friend, I instantly realized this setting, this atmosphere would be the Best place to have first time real visual contact. Then I thought, which friend do I want to see?

The Tall White Zeta felt like the most loving, gentle energy to call. In my mind, telepathically, I asked my friend to please appear at the spot I was focusing on. ( During the game, we would open eyes and focus, then shut eyes and repeat) My eyes were jumping around my face ( something that always happens to me, when I am getting a huge download). I opened my eyes several times, but my friend did not appear. I continued to ask, please appear. Here and Now, please appear. I really, really, really knew I was ready and this was the perfect place for first visual contact.


My eyes were going crazy, so I knew something was unfolding. One time as, I opened my eyes to the spot across from me, where I had asked my friend to show up, I saw him out of the corner of my eye! Partially behind the chair Jim was sitting in. I was thrilled, I knew it was working. I kept asking and kept opening my eyes over and over again. Again I saw him, this time behind the other side of Jim's chair. He would disappear so quickly, but I knew I was holding the space of being able to be a match to witness him. Then one time, the spot in front of me, the spot I asked him to appear, he appeared!!!!!!! It was for a tiny second, but he appeared. I was so exciting, I starting clapping my hands, I uncontrollably clap my hands when I am in Intense Happiness. (funny I just remembered today while playing with River, I was given a message that my Happiness levels would be elevated to heights I can't even imagine.)

I saw him, I saw him, I saw him!!!! I really really did. It feels so big and so amazing and so wonderful. I feel like now I have opened a wormhole. I new place and way to start to see my friends in real time. It feels so Magical. No words can describe my JOY and BLISS!!